New distractions, new love.

and like what J.Low said, "& great financial loss".

But "it's inevitable."

P.s        - Jojo bestie asked if I could help her do photoshoot. Well, why not.

P.p.s     - You still made me tremble..and you made me miss you terribly much.
P.p.s     - Save up as much as possible for the things I want to buy!

DSLR love; abstracts.

Well, didn't do much today, went to the temple with my grandma, grandaunts and my mum to pray today. After that, headed off to Golden Mile shopping centre for steamboat and chicken rice. Ohh man, how I missed the chicken rice there. It's so good!

After dinner, mum dropped me off at Kallang MRT and down I went, to Dhoby Ghaut to meet one of my long time no see buddy, L. We met up for some photography around Orchard. As usual, the NOOB me thought that there was something wrong with the lens but actually was because the viewfinder focus was ADJUSTED. Well, after all was set, we took some photos and here are some of the end products of the night.

self-explanatory, it's a sample shot.

Abstract shot taken by L; teaching me how to do such shots

Orchard Central when it's Golden.

We kept having errors with the lens while taking this shot, so this was a rare shot..

As mentioned, we kept having lens issue, so this was one of the test shots after cleaning..

So is this one...

After we were done snapping away, we headed to Heaven's Loft (Ben and Jerry's) to have some dessert. Partially cos it was me who had cravings for ice cream. While waiting after placing our orders..

I like this messed up feeling; probably cos it describes L and my feelings best..

After taking this photo, L and myself were looking at this and I went like "Hey, maybe this could be a photograph to warn people about drink-driving."

And the last photo of it all, when my dessert arrived..

For more of the photos, check them out on my facebook photos under the Abstract album. Well, nothing much to type now, so shall end here..

P.s       - I loved the breeze and the sunset at Riverside, Clark Quay.

P.p.s    - I trembled for the second time in a row when you appeared.

P.p.p.s - Happy Birthday to Ryan and Shanon!

who made me happy today?

Caught up with S for shopping at Plaza Singapura today. She went to get her stuffs for her sketch book and she bought a soft toy AGAIN (it's called Komo-kun)

After that swung by Lina's place and chilled..yakked and yakked, then fed baby Tiffany! Haven't fed a baby in a long long while already, skills rusted. but it was fun, and she looked so adorable when she was drinking her milk!

After feeding baby Tiffany, Lina's mum took over and brought her to sleep, and we continued our yakking. Suddenly we grew so bored that we started flaming each other on FB!~ too bad my phone ran out on battery on me, otherwise it'd been a big big funny FB flaming conversation. LOL!

S and myself left shortly after as Lina and Jackie needed to rest. Saw Shanon home and got home myself, did a little Friends Exposed and now typing this entry.

Well, ending it here now, but before that, Who made me happy today? Thanks S, and baby Tiffany, and Lina + Jackie. =)

P.s       - I hope one day you will tell me blue rose, so I know that it means I've got hope.
P.p.s    - I so wanted to put your name in plenty of Friends Exposed questions, but I don't have the courage..
P.p.p.s - Do you know that I am so worried about you? ily, imy, C.

I'll hold onto your hands if you are afraid.

it's new years eve! but my day got spoilt first thing in the morning while at work..but shan't talk much about it since what's done cannot be undone.

went partying at butter fac yesterday, felt like ages since i stepped into a club. probably a sign of too much thai pubs/discos. hahah! saw plenty of familiar faces, saw a pretty (old) boy together with his lover (another old) boy..plenty of angmohs, some pretty chui looking guys and some really chui looking girls.

after butter, went for supper at swee choon AGAIN. quite fun. lol. Jensen was like taunting me all the way, so when we stopped at a traffic light with J.Low and my car side-by-side, Jensen still jokingly taunting, i actually got off the car and wanted to slap him. and damn, that really scared the (watery) shit out of him i guessed?

Hey Jensen, never expected that eh! and rem? mr Bean? LOL.

and that pretty much summed up the whole of ystd night. so till the next time, tata!

P.s    - sleeping thru NYE and NY.
P.p.s - don't do this again anymore?

i'm sorry to a millions of things.

stumbling on Dion's blog, I couldn't help but copy this out. but I'm going to do my own sets of modifications to it.

Dear Brain, Sorry for overloading you with the thoughts of her.

Dear Tummy, Sorry for all the butterflies.

Dear Pillow, Sorry for all those tears.

Dear Hand, Sorry for all the abusing of you against the walls.

finally,

Dear Heart, Sorry for all the heartaches and shatters.

Courtesy of Dion.

how different are we, when you and I are just the same?

I haven't been really really happy these few days..smile's fading, cheerfulness' fading..now i am just 皮笑， 肉不笑.. sometimes, i don't know. sometimes, i hope you'd open up and let me in, give it a try, letting me show you how deep my feelings are for you, believe in me and not write me off so quickly with reasons..so many sometimes....

your decision for someone else, haven't I been doing the same for you?

P.s    - i hate myself.
P.p.s - i need to go back to my reclusive self, practise what my name says, keeping emotions in the heart.

random - "ARGHHHHHHH"

as my blog title suggest, i feel like screaming it out to the sea, but it's 2.43am and I just got home and no way I am going to a beach to do that..so I guess my only way is to scream through text...

random - "i'm officially missing you"

Haven't blogged in the longest of times. oh well, life has been pretty repetitive with work, home, party, sleep, etc etc. Think should have plenty of photos to upload from plenty of activities, but i'll leave that to the next time.

It seems like it's really quiet with someone not around in Singapore..

and yes, I've been like mentioned on J's and S' blog.. oh well.  =)
Anyway, this goes out to her..because i'm officially missing her.

"he's just not that into you"

To whoever it may concern :

Like the book/movie title suggests, "He's just not that into you".

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Coming from a guy's point of view, it doesn't affect the guys as much as how it would as compared to girls.

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Few quotes i liked from the movie:

-"Trust me when I say if a guy is treating you like he doesn't give a shit, he genuinely doesn't give a shit. No exceptions."
-"If a guy doesn't call you, he doesn't want to call you."
-"Sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. How to tell the ones who want us from the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave."
-"The spark thing? That's bullshit! Guys invented the spark, so they could not call and treat you kind of badly, keep you guessing, and they convince you that that anxiety and that fear that just develops naturally was actually, just a spark."

P.S - Forgive me, but I've seen this movie 4 times in total, for Jennifer Aniston. And Scarlett Johansson.